Despite being in a totally different headspace – I find I am having more ‘here we again’ feelings than I expected. And not in a good way.
Already the wondering, the if/if not planning, the justification if it doesn’t work, the hope. The Hope. The maybe I shouldn’t hope.
And we’re just going for consultation this week. Deep breath.
As I’m writing this, Bubble is hugging his stuffed cat and dancing in the living room to his music player. So then I think ‘how can we not?’. Just one try. Just one round. Just in case.
Just in case there’s another Bubble out there for us.
In case this really is Deja vu.