Tag Archives: tears
It’s not over yet…
I have an overwhelming sense of sadness with every step in this cycle knowing that once it’s done, it’s done. Bottom of the ninth, down by 2. Two out. Bases empty. The other team has last at bat. Pack up … Continue reading
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it’ s bad news today, she said.
Dear Bubble2 – I learned today that your heart stopped beating and you stopped growing at 7w6d. That means you’ve been with me a week and a half and all this time I’ve been talking to you and patting your … Continue reading
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Cue the Music
And another one bites the dust… So you know that call? The call that on one hand makes you really happy and makes you want to throw up on the other? Got two in a row today. First, clinic called … Continue reading
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Gonal-f’ing pain in the butt
er, or make that leg. First off, all is well in the estrogen department. I’m up to 200 and the follies are still resting. Nurse J thinks we’ll see them starting to grow next u/s on Thursday morning. Meds stay … Continue reading
Is Parentsville accepting new residents?
Injection school. Mock transfer. Endometrial biopsy. A few short months ago – I didn’t really know what any of those things were. I’ve spent the last month willing time to past more quickly so I could just start already. Now … Continue reading
The best club I never wanted to join
So I’ve had some traffic to ye ole blog here, and some lovely comments from people who genuinely get how I feel. And I’m starting to find my way to other stories/other lives that are similarly complicated/heart-breaking/inspiring/full of a love … Continue reading
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And then I cried at work…
Ok – so here’s a rather personal story that is adding to my up-and-down mood. This is kind of disjointed. My apologies. So my Dad died in 2000. A heartbreaking turn of events that wasn’t unexpected but devastating just the … Continue reading
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