Tag Archives: hope
Think Different
I actually felt kind of nauseous when I was prepping for injections #1 and 2 – in a seriously? I’m here again? kind of way. After IVF #1 I swore I didn’t have it in me to do it again. … Continue reading
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Lub Dub
According to my pregnancy books, Bubble’s heart is supposed to start beating today. We have no way of knowing until next Thursday if this particular miracle actually happened – but I am choosing to believe it did. That Little Bubble’s … Continue reading
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Cramps and More Cramps
Last night I had cramping so bad it woke me up. I was sure it was all over. Went to pee and no evidence of the Bubble in distress but the cramping continued and kept me up almost till morning. … Continue reading
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Implants
It feels like I have them. They were always um…ample. But currently my cups runneth over. And they hurt like the dickens. But I find myself goosing them, almost without noticing – like a nervous tic – just to see … Continue reading
Well I’ll be damned…
There are two lines hidden in those stupid sticks. I know because against better judgment – knowing it’s really REALLY early – I peed on one today. And low and behold there it was. The other pink line. I sort … Continue reading
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Holding It
Waiting to pee for 9 or 10 days isn’t a pleasant experience. And wondering if every tickle in your tummy, every twinge, every gas bubble has deeper meaning is enough to drive you crazy. And I think it just might. … Continue reading
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The Others
Sad news on our remaining 4 little fellers. All arrested so we’ve nothing to freeze. Here are 4 things I feel about that. 1. This means if this cycle doesn’t turn out as we hope we have to start at … Continue reading
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I hope you dance
First, my apologies for the lack of iclw comments today. I’m kind of freaking out about the retrieval but I’ll do double duty tomorrow. I also got an award today that I haven’t posted up here, given proper thanks for … Continue reading
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Go for Launch
We triggered! Despite threats of cancellation at every turn, we’ve made it past the first of many checkpoints. I have to say that focusing on one challenge at a time has seriously helped me not turn into a major basketcase. … Continue reading
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I heart my follies
Just a quick post tonight. I started the day with another talk with the doc. He arrived halfway through my ultrasound to talk to me about how it’s going. We now have 12 follies on the radar though some will … Continue reading
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