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12 weeks day after tomorrow

…or it would have been. 12 weeks. I feel like I have less right than others to feel this heart break. I mean, I have one right? And every one keeps telling me that. Is that the case? Or does … Continue reading

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it begins, the end.

Dear Olive, Child of my heart. You’ll go from me today, but you’ll never leave me. I’m so sorry we’ll never meet. I love you very much. Mommy

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It’s the hope…

Loss. End. Final. I’m waiting for it to be done and done. D&C tomorrow then nothing. What remains are the memories of going to bed talking quietly in the dark – is it a boy or girl? What will it … Continue reading

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at least

At least it didn’t go further then end the same way at least it didn’t happen in the middle of nowhere on our holiday at least i wasn’t at the office at least i did the best i could at … Continue reading

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