I’m all jumbled up. I’m excited and terrified and cautious and elated all at once. The few people who know IRL are asking when they can officially congratulate me and I keep saying “when I’m holding a baby”. It’s so surreal. I know – i sound like a giant whiner. And trust me – I [...]
Posts Tagged ‘beta’
Jumbled
Posted in ivf, tagged beta, infertility, ivf, optimistic, p word on March 16, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Beta day tomorrow…
Posted in ivf, tagged beta, infertility, ivf, optimistic, ttc, waiting on March 15, 2009 | 6 Comments »
Kind of at a loss for words on this one. So I’ll steal someone else’s…
I bought a card for myself once when I was shopping for some occasion or other, with a heavy heart, shortly after my dad passed away. It’s one of those quote-y ones with the big type on the front.
It says “Everything [...]
Retail Therapy
Posted in ivf, tagged anxious, beta, infertility, ivf, ttc, waiting on March 14, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I’m wracked with nerves over my blood test on Monday. Yes, the pee sticks are still positive, but I’m positive they’re not getting darker. I’m sure today’s was lighter than yesterday. And I’m terrified that when I get the result back it’s going to be a resounding close but no cigar.
So I went shopping with [...]
