Monthly Archives: August 2011

i carry your heart

As I mentioned, my Olive necklace needs to be redone as the name on the back is wrong. So no photo yet. But I’ll give to a little inside info on what it says, as i’ve been carrying the words … Continue reading

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just a link today

Here in Canada we said goodbye to a great leader today. I found it extremely sad. The state funeral was televised and was quite moving. This was the most memorable part for me. Such a lovely rendition of this song.

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some days suck more than others…

and today was one of them. It was just…off. My work self was off. I had people coming at me all day at the office asking how I’m ‘hanging in’ – some know the whole story, others thought I was … Continue reading

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not long now…

my special necklace in remembrance of Olive has cleared customs and is on it’s way. a little happiness.

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I don’t know what to say…

Your well wishes, kind words and reassurances have buoyed my spirits today. Thank you Sprogblogger for your generous mention and continued support. People in life tend to move on from others misfortune quite quickly. It’s a real downer to sit … Continue reading

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12 weeks day after tomorrow

…or it would have been. 12 weeks. I feel like I have less right than others to feel this heart break. I mean, I have one right? And every one keeps telling me that. Is that the case? Or does … Continue reading

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would it hurt worse?

Wise words today from my friend at work. I said I wasn’t sure we’d try again. That I wasn’t sure I could go through losing another. So many people go through this again and again. And I don’t know how. … Continue reading

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ice cream

All I craved when I was pregnant was dairy – and as a lactose intolerant person, that meant coming up with all sorts of work-arounds to get my fix. I was prepared to give my kingdom for ice cream but … Continue reading

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no words

It’s 10:17 pm here. It’s taken me all day to try and find the words to post today. My Dad died 11 years ago today. He really wanted to have grandkids but it just didn’t happen before we lost him.He … Continue reading

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in or out…

Plodding along, post Olive, we can’t help but wonder what next? If we were “let’s hook it up and see what happens?” people we probably wouldn’t even be having these thoughts yet. Maybe we would. I guess I don’t know. … Continue reading

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